"Touch The Door, Johnnyboy!"
A picture taken in 2001 was magical. In the photo, I was sitting between two of my grade school teachers. One was 91, the other up in age. I hadn’t seen either of them since I dropped out of school at 14 as an illiterate. After 42 years we could see what drew us back together one last time. I’d just completed writing a novella, and they were proud of me. My teachers have gone on to the spirit world but I wish my fifth-grade teacher had been at that gathering. She read classics to our class, like “The Raven” by Edgar Allen Poe. I connected with the sadness, the depth the writer entered to find the picture he wanted to share. I couldn’t read Poe’s writings but, through her voice, I felt the profound suffering of a man who worked with letters. I marveled over Poe’s poems, his heart and soul and would ask my teacher to read them again and again.
In the mid 1950s I was helping my father on a construction job on Church Hill in Richmond, Virginia. We were restoring pre-Civil War houses and needed a window sash that wasn’t manufactured any longer. We went to a salvage yard not far from Market Street to buy a window. Across Main Street was a little stone house with three dormers. My father was illiterate, too, but he knew Poe had once lived there. Because of my teacher reading Poe’s works, I got excited about the house. It was old and unusual, the only stone house around. Even I, who couldn’t read, understood why a writer would want to live there. No doubt the little house held magic. I had to touch it. Maybe Earth Maker would see that the magic would come to me and I could learn to read.
I headed across the street. My father, with no tolerance for foolishness, yelled at me to, “Stop at once!” But I picked up my gait and sprinted to Poe’s door. I knew I’d be punished but, no matter, I’d heard Poe’s Raven call in my head, “Touch the door, Johnnyboy and know my heart forever more.” With my father threatening to do me harm, I clasped the doorknob, twisted it with a snap and heard a familiar voice, my teacher’s, saying “…forevermore.” Poe’s spirit was stored in the stones of the little house. Electricity shot through my mind like a bolt of lightening. Did I have a dream, or was it just a magical moment? In the back of my mind I heard my teacher use an expression that could only come from one who love letters, “Oh, Johnnyboy, now you’ll never be the same. Nevermore, young Johnny. Nevermore!”






17 comments:
Wow. Love it. Great blog post, John.
John, this is really interesting! I've ordered The Timekeeper, perhaps you can send me Dark Shadows? :)
As Poe said..."Never more" Good story.
Carol, thanks for ordering Timekeeper. You won't be sorry. And I'll be happy to send you a copy of Dark Shadows Red Bayou. But it's a must you read Timekeeper first. One is my memoir and the other a mystery thriller.
Send your mailing address to mercyme@crosslink.net
Best, John
Yo must be so proud of your accomplishments as a writer and so would your teachers.
GutsyWriter, they were so proud. One teacher was an English major and she was especially proud of the novella Mercy Me. I have a neat story to share about that day.
Thanks for the comment.
Stopped by for a re-read. Love this post.
Sharon, thanks. It's straight from the heart.
"Nevermore"
Love that word.
John, I love how you weave words together to create a time and place, complete with sounds and textures, for all of us to visit. Today, I was transported to a house in Richmond, Virginia. How in the world did you go from "illiterate" to "literate and spilling over to prove it"?
Heather, thank you for your kind remarks. I never stopped trying to read. After a lifetime of reading I began my journey with writing in my late 40s. I have so much inside I want to share. I hope your local library orders a hard copy of Timekeeper. Then you will know more about me. Thanks again.
Beautiful story. I look forward to reading more of your posts.
John, I really enjoy reading your blog. I'm either moved by emotions or lost in the story.
Thanks for sharing and thanks once again for the inspiring comments about my art work.
Sincerely , Michelle
Michelle, thanks for the visit. As for your artwork, you are one of the best. I'll post your blog here and folks can judge for themselves.
http://michelle-creativejourney.blogspot.com/
John, tell Chris many thanks for visiting my blog and your kind words.
Have a wonderful day!
Michelle
That was beautiful, John. I'm going to buy myself Timekeeper for Christmas.
Jade, that makes me happy. As writers we can share more openly.
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